So now it's me in the hospital bed, sometimes alone, sometimes with those I love surrounding me. As always it's harder than I thought it would be. I have hardly spent a moment with my kids, I just haven't been up for it. Luckily I have an amazing support system that has stepped in right in the nick of time. Yes I am blessed, but right now all I feel is tired and and a bit nauseated from the pain pills.
It is true, each day it gets a bit easier.